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Monday, August 15, 2011

Professionalism in Social Networking

This blog is hard one to write, but I think it is necessary. I read a few blogs in my spare time . . ok well not really my "spare" time, but you get the point. One that I particularly like is Mothers in Medicine  for the most obvious reason--I am a mother and I am going to be in medicine. But I also like it because they write about issues that women face in the workforce as mothers. Topics such as taking maternity leave, dealing with the children while dealing with the ER patients, and other topics that are more about parenting than medicine. The mothers are all physicians but have different specialities so there are some topics that are specific to certain specialties, which I also like. Somewhere in reading that blog and diverging onto others from there I found my topic for today. Professionalism in Social Networking (as a physician in my case but for others too.)

YIKES!!! A medical student and social networking, and professionalism should not all be in the same sentence. I know. I am guilty too. But the truth is I am aware of the fact that future resident directors and colleagues will be seeing my facebook page and even though I have my security set high, I know that if someone wants to know something about you and it is on the internet it can be found. My sister is an attorney and I have learned that internet content, in many cases, is the secret weapon. Usually, the silver bullet.

The reasons for being careful are obvious. We know that the pictures we post on facebook don't represent our entire lives or our whole being. For instance, when I look at my facebook pictures I see that  in most of them I have been "prepared" for the photo. In other words they aren't of me when I am studying or when I am in class or hanging out at my house all day. No. Those pictures are boring and not attractive to say the least. I also post to my facebook wall frequently about my daily events and goings on , thoughts, and also a lot of scripture and references to my religion. Now, I am not ashamed of my religion or having children/ a family, but I might choose to not disclose this information to a residency director. While relgion and sex and having children are not supposed to factor into the equation, I fear that in some people's minds, whether they admit it or not, does creep into a decision. For instance, if you know that your resident has four children and is married, you might not think too much about it, but what if she was a single parent? Would you question whether she could handle the load? Would you think about what she would do when one of the four, or all of the four, had a virus? And how many sick days will she take vs the candidate without the children?

But it can be followed beyond your resident years, what about when you are physician? Your patients have access to your facebook postings via a friends, friends, sisters photos. The swear words, and half written words and your hatred for drive through wait times, are not what your patients want to know about you. Nor do they need to know if you have a great sex life or a terrible one.

I am guilty of all of these things.

Your patients that want to know that you have more than a good looking physique, and you know how to spell that, the and you. What if your facebook pictures and posts (in txt lingo) don't really say to them, "I am qualified to have your life in my hands"?

That is the point. I think as future physicians we must realize that our patients respect us as doctors and expect us to be "smart" and to know how to treat their illnesses. They have to first trust us in order for us to treat them. We rely heavily on their trust. We need for them to tell us what is going on with them. If we are blogging about X patient and speaking about patients or our job in a negative way on facebook that could negatively affect our practice, and moreover, how our patients view us. We need to command respect, honorability, and trustworthyiness.

Furthermore, when we enter the workforce there are going to be standards that the hospitals and offices we work in have set for us.

I understand this, and I know that my blog and my facebook and my twitter are all open to the public and I need to be reminded of this ever so often.

If you want to know what the American Medical Association's stance is then check it out here. 

So today I challenge my fellow classmates and colleagues to hold to a higher standard in social networking. May you be viewed as you are : Honorable, trustworthy, dependable, respectable with a brilliant, bright mind that has the ability to make the tough chioces when it comes to medicine. I commit to keeping my blogs, facebook, twitter, likdn (and what ever other social networking site that I join) an outward expression of my desire to help others and be deserving of my patients' trust.

Until next time,

Amy Jones, B. Sc.

Future MD.


Friday, August 12, 2011

My Advice: an oxymoron

So as this semester comes to a close I have been thinking about how I could have studied harder, better, more, and made better grades. I think about what I have learned and worry a little about how close I am to taking Step 1. In my examination of myself I have realized that I rely too heavily on others advice and opinions of certain classes with respect to their level of difficulty and what books to buy and how to study for them. The fact is that I am not those people that I am asking. While I greatly respect their opinions it is all too often not my experience.

So this is the part where my post is an oxymoron. I am about to give you advice to not take others advice. Do with it what you may.

You must know yourself first. Then use what others tell you to your benefit. For instance, I am an auditory learner. If someone will explain a concept to me and I can understand the concept and tell it back to them I will never forget it. I can read the same concept and it is never internalized, and pictures are worse. But if I ask a visual learner what book to buy or use, they will probably recommend a book with great illustrations and less words. That book will be not only difficult for me to read, but it will be very frustrating for me to study. I learned that this semester.

When you are researching which books to buy, thing about how you learn best. If you are asking an upperclassman which books to buy then you should know how they learn best and if you learn the same way. Otherwise their opinion is, for all intensive purposes, useless to you. I have learned this the hard way.

What works for others may not work for you and you have to know yourself well enough to know what you need to make the material "stick" for you.

Many students have very useful advice on what to buy and how to study. I am not saying don't listen to them at all, I am saying use it to your advantage and not to your detriment. If you find that a text book recommendation is not working for you, move on, find something else.

If you need to rewrite your notes for them to make sense then do, I would advice you to use your time understanding the material and reading it rather than writing a bunch of stuff. If notecards work for you then make them, they generally only work for me if I am looking at the notecard.

I love highlighting text. I love going back and reading what I have highlighted to see why I highlighted it. I understand it better that way, but that doesn't mean that it is the best way for you to study for medical school.

My gibberish is getting old, now and I hope that I have driven home the point. KNOW YOURSELF! Know what works for you. DO IT!!!

Best of luck to all the new students arriving at UMHS!

Until next time,

Amy Jones

Sunday, August 7, 2011

Contest at Janaes Blog

So there were some great ladies that had husbands here at UMHS. They have moved on back to the US but I just found out that one of them is having a contest and the other has decided to start writing her blog again. There is yet another great woman who still lives on the island and her husband is currently in my class at UMHS. So this my attempt to WIN. I know it really isn't about winning it is more about being able to say that I won. So hop on over to janaes blog and enter to win a great contest!

http://vagabondmother.blogspot.com/2011/08/desperate-attempt-for-more.html?showComment=1312771384652#c7054975165408934710

Say you saw it here!

Thanks,

Until next time,
Amy

Saturday, July 30, 2011

Study Break

So when it is block time, I get so tired of studying. But, I am on an island and I can't really run to taco bell or the ice cream shop so I have to get creative. Today's study breaks. . .
    
     Facebook (ahh. . how many times can you say that life is grand or sucks or you're in the USA and have everything at the tip of your fingers? Rub it in a little.) I think next time I'll pass.

    Attempted to make a dessert with bare minimal ingredients (except that it made me not want to try another dessert with bare minimal ingredients); a failure

    Reading med student blogs (score!)

So, I'll share the funniest quotes from the blogs I have read tonight while trying to quiet my mind so that I can sleep-- I have been sitting on my butt since 9 am.

"A patient I admitted last night, broke her hospital window and jumped five stories plummeting to her death." Ok I know that doesn't sound very funny, but the point is the thoughts that came with it. "Why are the hospital windows breakable? Why were there no rails? Why didn't the other patient in the room call out for someone?"

And this one,
            Oncology
Be warned there is adult language. It is probably morbidly funny and if you have a loved one that has died from cancer then you might not find it funny at all.

I hope you laugh a little.

Until next time,
Amy

Wednesday, July 20, 2011

New Study Room

Hey check out the new room in the library. Please do not leave your stuff if you are not coming back for hours. We all want to use the space equally so if you are going to eat off campus then do the right thing and leave your stuff in a cubby and let others use your space.

Thanks to President Ross and all others who were involved in getting this put together.

http://iuonlibrary.blogspot.com/2011/07/library-addition-is-now-open.html


Until Next time,
Amy Jones
Future MD, MBA, B.Sc.

Thursday, July 14, 2011

Congratulations! Board Scores are IN.

     One of the first terms you will hear in class, Cell Biology probably, is "high-yield". What the heck does high-yield mean? It means that it is usually tested on the Boards. Another term that is tossed out about two hundred times a day on campus. The Boards are the USMLE Step 1, 2, 3. First priority for medical students is to score very well on the USMLE (United States Medical Licensing Examination) because it determines your residency placement. It is a comprehensive computerized standardized exam to be taken after your second year in medical school. Basically it tests your knowledge of the basic sciences, and apparently current research knowledge. The latter isn't a large part of the test and you can do very well without reading research and medical journals daily.

    The scores for some of those students that took the examination from UMHS recently are back! Those that have told scores have said they did well. A 240 (99) is the "golden" score and some of those that have taken it from our University achieved above it. They did super! So, Congratulations Doctors! Success. Now kick butt in rotations and on the Step 2 CS, CK.

     This is a great indication of how our University prepares us. So Congratulations to UMHS profs and adminstrative staff!

      T-335 days until I take Step 1

Sunday, July 10, 2011

new design,

comment on the design,
thanks.

Books: To Buy or not to buy. . .

I had a great question on one of posts and felt that the answer needed a post all of its own. The commenter asked, "Do you use all of the books on the booklist and are older version ok for some of them?".

The answer is never black and white, yes or no. So my advice is it depends. Do you really like to have a paper version of the book ? Do you need to read a textbook to understand the material? For some classes the powerpoints are enough and for some classes you might need some reference material. The cool thing about UMHS is that they have most all of the books from the booklist in library on reserve. So you can use them in the library if you need to. Some of the books you might want to have to study for the boards later, and make notes in them now.

What I see a lot of the students recommending to buy is:
Med 1-
-Anatomy Lab manual
-Anatomy atlas
-Histology book is a really good book and very comprehensive, I think I would like to own it and I haven't sold mine. An older version of this book is ok. (remember though that medicine is very dynamic so older would be the previous edition not ten years older)
-You should be fine with just the cell bio notes from class, I had the book and it is a good book but you will probably never read it and if you find that you want it after classes start you can always buy it.

Med 2-
-Physiology text book. Constanzo is good, I really liked the BRS. I feel like they leave a lot out of the cardio section so you might want to supplement in the library with Guyton and Hall.
-Biochemistry, Lippincott Reveiw. I have mine still and I think it will be a good resource for studying for the boards, so you can buy it now or later, but the notes you get in class are enough and if you need to fill in the blanks you can do that in library, plus there is an older version in library that may be available for borrowing.
-Genetics. notes are enough, you might want to read the blue sections from the one in the library, but I wouldn't buy it and in fact I sold mine.
-embryology, this is tricky, I think you can do with the notes that you get in class. But I would get some kind of review book like BRS for the boards. If you read it during the class it will probably make more sense when you are reviewing for the board exam.


Med 3- (my current semester)

- Neuroscience- most everyone likes the Haines anatomy, I find it difficult to get used to, I borrowed it from the library, and mostly the older version would be fine. I think that I will actually buy the lippincott review neuroscience for my board review book and if I could get it now I would.

another book that comes highly recommended is the High Yeild Neuroanatomy, it is ok in my opionion, but I think the BRS or Lippincott might be better.

-Microbiology- BRS, but you don't need anything for the class, the notes are sufficient.

-Pathology- Dr. J's notes are awesome and he is an incredible prof you don't need a text, but you will need the Robbins book the next semester, and the Robbins Review of Pathology that includes questions is very good, you should buy both of these.

-Behavioral- no book needed the notes are sufficient and you can supplement in the library if you need to, and if you want to buy a book later for study then you can. I don't think you will need to.

-Immunology- I haven't started that class but it has been recommended that I use the basic immunology text book. It is avaiable for check out in the library. I might buy it later, but probably not.

Med 4-
- Not there yet, but I think you will have your path book already and you should by the ICM book (not sure of the name right now). That is really all I know about med 4 thus far, I will update this post next semester.

Hope this answers any questions on what to buy and what not to buy.

Remember that everyone learns and studies differently so you have to do what works for you, definitely bring binders and highlighters pens pencils etc. All office supplies are OUTRAGEOUS here. Example, ten US dollars for a three ring binder!

Commenter, thanks for the question!

Until next time,
Amy Jones
Future MD, MBA, B. SC

Monday, July 4, 2011

A generator??


       Electricity on the island is better than it was when I first arrived last year. It is rarely out and when it is they get it back on in a few hours. Last year they had experienced damage to one of there power generators and they had rolling blackouts every few days for different times around different parts of the island. I lived at the royal on the side with generators so it was a good thing. Since I have been in my apartment we have only had a few power outages and none of them have lasted more than a few hours. My apartment is on the ocean so if it is nice out I can get an ocean breeze. Generally we don’t use the AC all day everyday anyway. However, if you are going to live at the royal I would suggest that you get a room with a generator because for whatever reason they seem to have more outages than the island, also if you live in camps or mattingly or around the campus they also have more outages and they tend to last longer than those in Frigate Bay.



  Pictures of my apartment now. Along with the views from my balcony.
     For me, the outages that I have experienced haven’t been too inconvenient. With hurricane season on our heels you may want a generator just in case, but I wouldn’t make it a deal breaker on an apartment that is a great deal and awesome. 

Friday, July 1, 2011

They dress like that in med school???

I haven't posted in a while and I hope to post more often. Medical School is a fulltime job and I love to skype my children when I have a spare moment (read in the morning before classes and at night when I am having a study break). But yesterday I decided that I needed to post more often because hopefully I will only have about six more months here and I feel like I have not chronicled anything. Mostly because I do the same thing everyday but I can share tidbits here and there. Other times it is because I feel like I have so much to do that I don't have time to update my blog. I am also taking an online MBA class (7 week classes) which takes up a ton of my time during the first part of the semester.

Alas, I am here and ready to tell you all that I am thinking about today. First, I have a friend that is in medical school in the states and I often wonder how our experiences are different. Today I put my socks on and hung my throw over the back of library chair to begin studying for my block exams and I thought "do they wear socks and sweatshirts in US medical schools or does everyone wear professional clothes?".  I am not sure but here most everyone is in casual clothing. Our classrooms are fully air conditioned and quite cool usually so we all bring sweaters and sweatshirts. The closer it gets to blocks the more bummy everyone seems to dress. Except for the Med 4s. They have Intro to Clinical Medicine and they have to dress professionally (or scrubs) a few times a week. So you can definitely tell the difference between the Med 4s and the rest of us. I am now a med 3.

 This is from my first semester when I was in ARP! In the ARP classroom.
I think this was taken either the first of this semester or the last part of last semester.


This is me today! 
I have been on the island for a year now! Unbelievable! I wish I had more time here and I am already dreading and anxiously anticipating being back in the states. Notice that most of these pictures are taken in the library or in a classroom, (the most current one is in the lib although you can't tell).

I have had an incredible time here on the island. I have met a lot of great people and friends that I will definitely stay in touch with over the years and some that I probably will never see again unless we end up in the same hospital. There are some things that take some getting used to but all in all it is a very pleasant experience and I hope to do some rotations in the UK. Maybe in London.

If you have the opportunity to study abroad then take it. Make the most of your time in college and graduate school. This is the only time in your life you can experience another country and not have to work there to make ends meet!

If you are planning to attend University of Medicine and Health Sciences at St. Kitts then please send me your questions and I'll answer them right here for everyone to read. I would love for people to be able to use my blog later for help with their transition into medical school.

Until next time 'mon!
Amy Jones
Future Amy Jones, MD, MBA, B. Sc.

Tuesday, September 7, 2010

Helpful Info for New students again.

A few things you might want to know about if you are planning to attend UMHS.

* Mondays
Blocks are usually scheduled about four weeks apart on Mondays.
* tuesdays
pasta buffet at the marriott = 30 us Dollars
movie theater = about 3 US Dollars
Grill day at the bookstore = about 5 US Dollars
Fruit and Vege guy comes to campus EC or US cash only as much as you can buy and eat in one week.
* thursdays
Grill day at the bookstore = about 5 US Dollars

* Friday
4:30 bus to Best Buy and back to campus. (could change)
big party night on the strip.

Saturday:
3:30 grocery trip to IGA.

Grocery Stores that I like:
Horsfords Value Mart IGA
They have frequent buyer card and you can get specials there but other items are usually more expensive when compared to Best Buy.
Best Buy
A Grocery Store near campus with good deals and recently remodeled.

UPDATE: JUL 1 2011
There are two new grocery stores in Birdrock (for those who are new to the island it is closer to frigate bay). But there are no scheduled buses to these places: A larger Rams and Best Buy. There are also smaller local grocery stores in Basseterre like C and C located across from the bus terminal (local terminal) and also Rams there and in town on Cayon street there is a place called Island grocery or something that has good deals. 

Tuesday, August 3, 2010

Two Posts in One day!


My other topic of thought is Rituals.

I felt that this topic deserves a post all of its own. I eat here on occassion and love the chillers. I was hoping to insert a photo before but didn't have one until today. So here is a sample of the Philly Cheesesteak and a Dulche De Leche Chiller. Yummo

Holidays in St. Kitts

There a lot of holidays in the US. We generally know exactly when they are because they are written into almost every calendar you ever buy. From the time that we are little children we learn that everyone stays home on holidays, and the banks close and the government offices close, and the post man doesn't come. There are some holidays that grocery stores and resturants close for like Christmas Day and sometimes Thanksgiving. Then there are some holidays for which there are limited operating hours, perhaps Easter and Independence Day. Generally the larger stores are open for all holidays except Christmas. Well, as you might would expect that is not the case with St. Kitts.

Today is a holiday as was yesterday. It is the independence holiday and everything closes. The grocery stores, the retailers, the resturants. . . I don't even think I saw that many goats grazing today!

It is the weirdest thing. There are some tourist traps that remain open like "The Strip" and "Rituals" (a tourist trap but I like it), and the Mariott (enough said). It isn't like you plan for this either because their isn't a sign on every door prior to the holiday stating that there is a holiday coming up. It is just an email from the University on Friday afternoon around 3pm that states that the island will (for all practical purposes) shut down on Monday and Tuesday. Well by that point it is too late to make arrangements for anything and if you have business to do it is already too late because even on normal days the banks and business offices shut down at four o'clock at the latest and generally 2 o'clock is quittin' time 'round here.

This is probably the most unusual and difficult practice to get used to. I plan to go to the bank and realize that it is 3pm. They're closed. I want to call the cable company and it is 3pm. They're closed. Everything closes by 3 or 4 pm which is about the same time I get out of classes. Granted by that point my brain is fried or I would remember prior to calling that they close at 3 or 4.

Therefore, I find myself saying "tomorrow, I will".

Saturday, July 17, 2010

Rainy Night on St. Kitts

It seems that it rarely rains on St. Kitts. When I am out and the skies turn grey I generally ask the locals if they think that it will rain. Usually I am told that the only thing we, kittians (kit-`tee-shuns), can guarantee is "no snow". When it rains on St. Kitts the ppl usually stand under the eaves or in the alleyways because generally they rain passes stops just as suddenly as it begins. Today, however, it seems that the rain is here for the evening. It has been grey and overcast all day and the rain has been coming waves as well as thunder and the occassional lightening bolt. It doesn't seem to stop the activities on the golf course or at the beaches. The tourist and others just continue their regularly scheduled program.

I should add that the rainy season, which coincides with the hurricane season -- August to October, is just about to begin and that in the rest of the year the rainy days are few. So the thunder, lightening and rain are a welcomed event when they occur.


Wednesday, July 14, 2010

What to bring?

Everyone has the same questions before they get to the island. The most frequently asked and unclearly answered is "What should I bring". I can tell you what I brought and what I wish I had brought, but really it comes down to what you like and where you will be living.
If you will be living in the Royal St. Kitts then I recommend these items.
something that you cook with or on:
hot plate
griddle
toaster oven
fast boiler (I am not sure what the technical term is but this is like a little pot that you can plug in and it boils rapidly. I use mine to cook pasta, oatmeal, boil eggs, etc)
If you choose to bring a hot plate or griddle you will need:
pots and pans
spatulas
stirring spoons
Even if you think that you will mostly eat out and not eat in your room I reccommend these Kitchen type items:
plates (can be plastic disposable)
utensils (also can be disposable, but I prefer real utensils)
some kind of cups/glasses
coffee cup
plastic gladware
foil and plastic wrap
ice tray (even though there is an ice machine you might prefer to not have to go out to get ice. )
Items that you might not think to bring that you will probably want and definitely might need:
toilet paper
paper towels
good smelling candles/air freshner
cleaning supplies
laundry detergent sheets
laundry bag/hamper
toilet brush
Shaving/hair removal items
Food items that can be brought for nearly nothing but will you cost you a bunch on the island:
cereal
fast prep rice/pasta sides
chips
coffee
granola bars
snack foods in general
Other items that you might want to bring a lot of b/c they are way expensive:
shampoo/conditioner
body wash
hand soap
dish liquid
deodorant
sanitary napkins/tampons
sunscreen ( I bought mine at the dollar store for a buck a bottle)
tanning lotion
towels
bed linens (as most places don't supply those even the royal)
IRON ( I cannot tell you how many ppl didn't bring an iron and have needed one)
favorite perfume/lotions
face washes/ makeup remover
extra makeup (it seems very expensive here and I am not sure where you can buy it easily)
immodium/ibuprofen
midol
Scrubs
close toed shoes/athletic shoes
My suggestions for fitting this into two suitcases!
Pack up all that you can w/o going over the weight limit into your alotted number of bags and then bring your carryon that is as large as it can be and still be in the limits. Load up your backpack as full you can get it b/c it can be a carryon too and you likely won't have to weigh it.
Make sure that you opt for the supplies over clothing for the first semester. I had five bags total and only had to pay for two. None of them were over the limit! I cannot tell you how many ppl look great, but have no supplies and really wished they had brought less clothing and more food and supplies.

If you rent a house/apt most of the cooking stuff you can leave out, and on some occassions they will also provide you with towels.

Tuesday, July 13, 2010

Blocks

Medical school in the carib consists of four semesters and each semester usually has four blocks (or exam days). By the time Block day comes you can tell it is on its way. As it gets closer like within two weeks the buses get very empty. More and more students stay on campus til 11pm so the 5 and 8 buses are nearly empty and the 11 oclock bus is completely full. On the friday before the exam you see students who are spending the night friday night and saturday night. On the day of blocks there is noone to be seen on campus before noon. At noon voices erupt in quick loud chatter and laughter. The block is over! The rest of the afternoon students discuss test questions and answers. They try to determine the correct answers and ask for others advice about how they should have answered certain questions. The following evening will be marked with celebratory parties and excursions to the various beaches. The library will be a quiet ghost town until the next block exam gets closer.

Monday, July 5, 2010

Campus in the Morning!


Update on Campus life today!

Every morning I take bus to campus. The bus times are listed but they are the times that the bus leaves the pick up area. So, in the morning the bus leaves at 7:15. I generally leave my room around 7:10 to get to the pick up area in time for the bus to leave on time. The ride to campus is generally calm. There is some noise but not much. It is 7:15 in the morning afterall. On rare occassions there is a "talker", but generally they keep the conversation quiet. On most mornings you can find a few students trying to get an edge on studying for that 15 minutes. Which I can understand why you want to savor every moment to study in, but the bus ride is bumpy and curvy. Studying in any moving vehicle on a curvy bumpy road is not for me or anyone riding with me who wants to arrive clean to our destination. Funny thing is as the test day draws near more and more students are reading their notes on the bus. Until the very day of the tests and then the whole bus has their notes out reading away. If you are observant you can tell exactly when blocks are because all students will have thier notes out all the time.

We arrive at the campus around 7:30 am and the students disperse from the doors of the bus. Organized chaos insues as some students head to the student lounge to put away their excess luggage, and others head to the right toward the library and the campus convience store/cafeteria. The campus is alive with students who are hustling to study that last note just before the test that will make or break them.

Wednesday, June 30, 2010

Money,the root of all of my problems

I have a wonderful life. I have four beautiful, well-behaved children, a wonderful suportive husband, and a nice home in the states. My home is not expensive and does not abound with interior decorator style, but I think I have made it pretty nice. I enjoy decorating and I have done what I could with the money that I have had available. "Money I have had available" is the key phrase.

I have not had an enormous or even piddly amount of avaiable money. My checking account is usually overdrawn and I can't go buy new makeup or clothing whenever I want. In fact I can never buy those things without taking it out of the budget from somewhere else. I wanted to change that for my children and my husband and myself. I went back to college to get my degree which started out as an education degree so that I could teach. The problem was that I was going to have so much debt that I would not be able to pay my student loans back on what I would make as a teacher. So, I began as a biology major (again, my first love and major). I had chosen not to do biology b/c it requires so much extra time out of class. Most of the medical school prereques were the only classes I lacked for graduation so not only did it allow me to do what I wanted to do when I was little girl it also allowed me to graduate two years earlier than an education degree would. Little did I know at that time that teachers would suffer the greatest job loss they had seen in decadeds. It was nice to know that I was not trying to get a teaching position at that time. In my excitement to get started with medical school, I began looking into medical programs and how to apply, etc. Imagine my surprise when I learn that I have to pay 255 dollars to take the MCAT. Then imagine my surprise when I realize that I also have to pay 160 for the first medical school application and 60 for the rest AND that they will most likely all send me a secondary which will ask more questions AND cost me 75-100 dollars more. Then I read that Kaplan suggests you apply to ten or twenty schools if your GPA isn't stellar (3.5-4.0). I am a mother of four children with bills to pay and my husband has a great job but it isn't THAT great of pay.
I couldn't afford to do pay that for medical school applications. There was no way. OH. I forgot to mention that most applicants use Kaplan study prep and that course is $2000. Again out of the question.
So I apply to caribbean medical schools. Most of which do not have federal loans. Most of which in fact have no loan program. Then I come across ____ which has a loan program although it is not Federal funding it could work in my somewhat desparate situation. The medical program is comparable to the states and the campus was beautiful. I was super excited to begin my term at ____.
I was accepted to a preview semester where I would have to pay my own way, but I could take online master's class to help with living expenses and my husband could help with incidentals along the way. It would seem that everything was going to work out.

Until yesterday, the school announces that the previous loan program is not an option. I was a little panicked. Ok, I was a lot panicked. So now I will have to work with the directors to come up with a creative way to finance my time here or return home and use the davenport living money to help me take the MCAT and apply medical school.

____ has been very helpful in working with me and speaking to me. I know that this situation is absolutely the worst for them as well. This semester was pegged to be the biggest class of students enrolled and without loan money some students may plan to wait which . . . well you get the point. . . . it isn't a good deal for anyone.

So now I have to study. I am going to try to do my very best on the tests that I have on Monday, but with all of this stress these may be my lowest scores yet which would cause further insult to injury.

If I had a million dollars I could fix all of my problems and my life really would be something to envy. I would donate the left over after funding my family's education, oh wait there would be nothing left over if I paid off all of my student loans and my husbands and put back money for all of my children.

Sunday, June 27, 2010

Island Style



What do you do on a Sunday when you are on an island without your family and freinds? Lay out on the beach for two hours, what three movies on HBO, hang out at the casino for free drinks for two or more hours, eat dinner with a friend. Praise God that even though you had no money the guy behind the counter got your friends order wrong so you could have dinner, after all.

Today, I layed in the sun by the ocean and studied for my Physio exam on Monday. I actually remember more from two hours on the beach then I would have if I had been in my room for four to six hours.
It seems like when I am in my room without my family I feel so alone. I try to do everything I can to not study. Like watching three movies back-to-back. (Just a heads up, I am no literary genius and I am sure that my grammar and spelling leave something to be desired.) So, back to my story. I layed on the beach f
or two hours. I have a nice red tint to most of my body! It makes me look a little more alive I think.
So life on the island is great for me. Today I saw the tamed monkeys that locals will train so that they can make US money off the tourists on the beach. They have fingernails, the monkeys and tourists too I guess, but it was the monkey's nails that caught my attention. So not only did I learn that the adenohypophis recieves TRH from the Hyphothalamus which stimulates the relase of TSH which then stimulates the thyroid to release T3 and T4, but I learned that the monkeys here have a thumb and a finger nail. They were cute little monkeys.

So I went out to the Casino, as long you play their games they serve free drinks. I played one dollar and drank a strawberry daquiri for free. Good Deal on St. Kitts. The Jerk Chicken wings were the bomb too!

My friends always ask me how I get everything for free or cheap. I am not sure really.
Hopefully soon I will have a camera and Ill post pictures of everything every day. Just in case someone is looking for information on University of Medicine and Sciences at St. Kitts or morea affectionately known as SKB.

Saturday, June 26, 2010

Lost Blogs

Well, I wanted to start blogging b/c I love to read blogs. I have failed. So I am starting again.

I got into UMHS. So I am on the island and my family is still in the states. The family is planning to move here in August, but it is expensive and takes a lot of planning. We have to rent our house in the states and store all of our belongings plus sell what we cannot afford to store.

Currently I am in ARP at UMHS. The program is a precursor program which reviews the prereques and preveiws several of the basic sciences. We have a test every week on the module that we finish. It mimics medical school but is a bit slower paced. Some modules may last four weeks and other modules last one week. Our tests are based on the number of weeks we have class. It isn't too hard and so I have some free time.

I have some great classmates which help to make it all interesting. Now that I have found my blog I will work to keep it updated. Hope you will find me here again soon.

Blessings